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You’re the devil in training, a sinner in disguise
Sick and tired of pretending you’re the angel in their eyes
They tried to tame you, tried to cage the beast
And now it’s Judgement Day, time to cut the leash
Running wild running free
You can’t live in their fantasy
Gotta break on through to your new reality
Running wild running free
There’s always hard times, always hell to pay
It’s up to you if you’re the predator or the prey
They won’t see it coming when you take it to the streets
This Mad Desire for life and liberty
Running wild running free
You won’t live in their fantasy
Gonna break on through to your new reality
Running wild running free
And this world will try to beat you down
It’ll pick you up and kick you to the ground
You’ve gotta believe in yourself and rise above it all
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Good evening, people -make yourselves at home
Thanks for coming -you won’t go home alone
Most of you are here because sleep gives you no rest
Nightmares indicate that you are all quite depressed
It’s anger right by wrong
It’s sadness live by long
It’s sickness cure by dream
It’s love mind by machine
It’s Victim Appreciation Night at the Maudlin Hotel
The grass is always greener on the other side of hell
Our mouths are stuffed with truth and our hearts with old age
We all gag on our thoughts and our blood it spurts with rage
We’re so frustrated with divine technology
So we gave up on God in our victim eschatology
In a Paris made of light
In a crowd let loose with fright
A French spoken with might
Translates into death tonight
It’s Victim Appreciation Night at the Maudlin Hotel
The grass is always greener on the other side of hell
We need money or love will fail
We need art or we will die
We need love or art will fail
We need money or we will die
You see, we’re guilty if you don’t drown and innocent if you do
Hello I have a story
Tonight I communed with the dead
I went underground and their words wormed in my head
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Take me with you anywhere
Wherever you want i don’t care
I’ll grab onto the airplane’s wing
Because love is a glorious thing
Because love is a glorious thing
Because, because love is a glorious thing
And I just want to see how it feels
I just want to see how it
I just want to see how feels to me
Sometime
I could feel it rise up from the sea
This love wash over me
And it changed me completely
And it changed me gloriously
Because love is a glorious thing
Because, because love is a glorious thing
And I just want to see how it feels
I just want to see how it
I just want to see how it feels to me
Sometime
I’m holding on but it’s moving fast
I won’t let my future crash
I’ll grab onto your airplane’s wing
Because love is a glorious thing
Because love is a glorious thing
Because, because love is a glorious thing
Because love is a glorious thing
Because, because love is a glorious thing
And I just want to see how it feels
I just want to see how it
I just want to see how it feels
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You dreamt you woke up in a hospital bed
When you spoke up, they said it was all in your head
Fear in the elevator, panic at the sink
And the media tells you that it’s worse than you think
Bon soir regrette a demain
None of us knows what happens in the end
So for now, why don’t we just pretend?
Bon soir regrette a demain
It gets so lonely in this quaran-time
And we get so tired of going online
Strangers when we meet, with social distanced hearts
So we dance down this dark street six feet apart
Bon soir regrette a demain
None of us knows what happens in the end
So for now, why don’t we just pretend?
Bon soir regrette a demain
All of you that did not choose
A world in turmoil, the strangest news
What do we do with all these blues?
We’ve seen the movie and this time it’s true
Bon soir regrette a demain
None of us knows what happens in the end
So for now, why don’t we just pretend?
Bon soir regrette a demain
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Candy Doctor
04:59
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Candy Doctor –what can we do?
Candy Doctor –is it all true?
And to think that I loved you
I have waited
And I have waited so long
So long for this
And you, you will betray me
I, I will come again
I, I will come again
Candy Doctor –with the sweetest lips
Poison heart, sugar lips
And I hurt you like this
Candy Doctor –with the sweetest lips
Poison heart, sugar lips
And to think I hurt you like this
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Flaming Doves
04:00
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Oceans are rising, COVID’s taking a friend
And the man shouting at the corner
Holds a sign that proclaims the end
I wrote you a letter that I knew I’d never send.
Dream to end confusion, a love that never ends
The vampires and the flaming doves
A thousand different kinds of love
She said she came from the Lord above
To burn their cars and drink their blood
Fire always comes before the flood
The wolf followed me home last night
Snarling and scratching at my door
I camped out on the rooftop
I don’t feel safe here anymore
These psychotic invocations are not your answered prayers
The wolf that chased you home last night still howls beneath the stairs
The vampires and the flaming doves
A thousand different kinds of love
She said she came from the Lord above
To burn their cars and drink their blood
Fire always comes before the flood
Champagne-swilling bleeding hearts
Never realize this is how it starts
Politicians and their boys that all play cops
Are they the wolves that time forgot?
Forgot
Oceans are rising, COVID’s taking a friend
And the man shouting at the corner
Holds a sign that proclaims the end
I wrote you a letter that I knew I’d never send.
Dream to end confusion, a love that never ends
The vampires and the flaming doves
A thousand different kinds of love
She said she came from the Lord above
To burn their cars and drink their blood
Fire always comes before the flood
Over the mountain and through the air
They will feel as though we are no longer there
With your raygun eyes and purple dreams
We will take their prisoners and we will set them free
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In The Garden
03:42
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In the garden I saw a secret birth
A quiet beginning wrenched from the quaking earth
The trees they shivered
The cats, oh those cats they groaned
In this waking moment, I was not alone
This dream I’m in is not quite mine
It feels to be before me and slightly out of time
You were beautiful and I the oncoming storm
You were beautiful and I was being born
In the garden I saw a secret birth
A quiet beginning wrenched from the quaking earth
You were beautiful and I the oncoming storm
You were beautiful and I was being born
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Open Hearts Open Minds
03:57
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Open hearts open minds
No surprise what you’ll find
I have a friend in an old steeltown
He can’t believe what goes around
Times will change and we’ll be strong
We may feel lost
Barely hanging on
And they don’t know how our hearts melt like snow
From all those times so long ago
Are you with me?
Open hearts open minds
Open hearts -Why don’t you open mine?
Take a chance on a new romance
I already know your secret plans
I have a friend in an old steeltown
He can’t believe what goes around
Open hearts open minds
Open hearts -Why don’t you open mine?
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No Surprise
02:56
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Do you want to know how I feel with you tonight?
Do you know the conversation that changed everything?
They’ll come for me by morning if I know anything about this
Don’t you know the temptation that tainted everything?
It should come as no surprise
Because it’s you
It’s a brand new era
Starting now is when I feel alive
I’ll answer all your questions with lovely alibis
There will be no secrets
There won’t even be a sound
Honey, don’t you know the temptation that turned this all around?
It should come as no surprise
Because it’s you
Do you want to know how I feel with you tonight?
It’s a lifetime that I feel all in one moment
Stay with me til morning and you will know just what I mean
Don’t you feel the temptation to let yourself change everything?
It should come as no surprise
Because it’s true
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Can’t we just for one moment
Pretend that this all isn’t real?
Not these waves of disaster that crushed us
Not this heartache I feel
Can’t we pretend the past does not exist?
Or if it did we just laughed and smiled and kissed?
Can’t we pretend we are in love?
Can’t we just for one moment
Pretend that we have no fear
I really am your King Arthur
And you my Lady Guenevere
Can’t we pretend the past does not exist?
Or if it did we just laughed and smiled and kissed?
Can’t we pretend we are in love?
Can’t we pretend we are in love?
Can’t we pretend we are in love?
Can’t we pretend we are in love?
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Storm the Countryside
05:00
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Storm the countryside and storm the summer garden
Storm the quiet sea before the daylight darkens
Clouds churn in the sky as black as crows
This world so wicked as the wind blows
But this love in my heart thunders like a gun
Waited so long have I for this evening to come
Storm the ghettoes and storm the homes of the elite
Make love to everyone you meet
Spread joy like lightning through the streets
Don’t you be coy, don’t be discreet
We’ve lived too long now lovelessly
The sooner we act, the sooner we’ll be free
Pick up your armour, pick up your shield
We’re going to the countryside to devastate the field
This hurricane of love will not mercy the weak
The lame will quietly rise to their feet
With joy in their hearts and passion in their speech
The great celebration will knock you off your feet
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Pale Blue Eyes
03:38
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Sometimes I feel so happy
Sometimes I feel so sad
Sometimes I feel just about everything
But mostly you just make me mad
Oh baby, you just make me mad
I thought of you as my mountaintop
I thought of you as my peak
I thought of you as everything
I had, but couldn’t keep
I had, but couldn’t keep
Linger on, pale blue eyes
Linger on, pale blue eyes
Skip a life completely
Stuff it in a cup
She said, “Money is like us in time
It lies, but it can’t stand up”
Oh baby, down for you is up
Linger on, pale blue eyes
Linger on, pale blue eyes
It was good what we did yesterday
And I’d do it once again
The fact that you are married
Only proves that you’re my best friend
But it’s truly, truly a sin
Linger on, pale blue eyes
Linger on, pale blue eyes
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What you’re waiting for is here
We’re running riot now
And all those things you feared
We got rid of them somehow
I called the President
And she called Adam and Eve
We got what you meant
Honey you won’t believe
Believe
Operators are standing by
Operators are standing by
When you’re ready to give it one more try
Operators are standing by, standing by
I know we’ve made mistakes
But we can fix them now
And all that pain you faked
We can forgive somehow
Somehow
Operators are standing by
Operators are standing by
When you’re ready to give it one more try
Operators are standing by
Standing by
Standing by
Tell me more
Operators are standing by
Operators are standing by
When you’re ready to give it one more try
Operators are standing by
We will fly a great plane across the sky
It will all be there for you and I
So when you’re ready to give it one more try
Operators are standing by
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The music of Hamilton, Ontario-based Mackenzie Kristjon. Like "Neil Young on David Bowie drugs". For more info, please contact macsonfire@gmail.com
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